Friday, March 27, 2009

Toe Toe


We had a family dog every since I was in third grade. Her name is ToeToe, yes ToeToe, odd enough for a pets name I know. She was a great dog, but I always took her companionship for granite. Anytime we would come home she ran to the door to greet us and acted as if we were gone for what seemed to be a lifetime. She said her hellos with a soft bark and settle sniffs when she thought you weren't looking. The sniffs were to make sure we didn't cheat on her by hanging out with other animals.
When I left to join the Marine Corps she would not move from my bed for days and weeks. My mom closed the door so she wouldn't go in my room. When this happened she would lay by the entrance to my room. Toe, that's what we called her for short, slowly slept farther and farther from my room with each passing month I was away. Until finally she was back in her doggie bed. However, during thunderstorms she would leave her bed to sleep in my open room, or take for her former position in front of my door. I guess to feel protected or comforted. Whatever her reasons were it was what made her our loved family pet.
A few weeks ago we had to put her to sleep. Her vision failed her. She wasn't able to bend down, but would fall to sit down. Her joints tensed up to the point were she couldn't jump anymore.
She was cremated and buried in a wooden box. Her name on a golden plaque affixed in the middle of the lid. My only regret is I didn't get to see her before she passed.

Ohio State


I applied to Ohio State in December and was accepted into the marketing program at the business school. Only a few people know I applied was accepted and then turned it down. When I tell my friends they almost freak out and all of them inevitably say "That's great but why didn't you go?" A lot of reasons went into my choice not to go right away.
I just finished Winter, March 17, quarter and submitted my transcript to OSU. I should find out mid April if I get accepted for a second time. This time around if I get accepted I will not turn it down and will become a full-time student starting fall of 2009.
What makes me nervous is I don't have a back up plan, fall back school or any thought of my not getting into OSU. I've been called dumb because of this. I choose to say not dumb but confident.

Too long....


More than two months have gone by since my last post. I knew it was a awhile since my last post but two months that's ridiculous. So much has happened, gone on and countless memories. Let me try to recap most of them. However, this post will be under all the posts that I will be blogging about. I guess when you read this you will have already read what has be going on.